waiting........

Just now I played basketball with a group of people, strangely I felt very comfortable with them. Usually I dun like to play with a big group of people, except that if we are very close friends. Then I wonder why I feel comfortable with them. The only reason I could think of is that we have a common interest——release our soul in the world of balls…….Why is it so fascinating? Because that is the only moment when u cannot sense sorrow in the deepest of your soul. What u can feel is only satisfaction when u score. There is no betraying, ruthless, heartless, merciless, emotionless, and callous. Conflict between teammates is unevadable, but that is not important. Do u understand that good friends or teammates need to undergo a period of tough time in order to develop a tacit understanding. haha, we may want to call that period “Activated Complex”. A period when bond breaking and bond forming at the same time…….At the end, everything will be fine, bond is formed. We can’t just give up because of the conflict, that is not strong enough to break anything. However, it can act as a catalyst for the team work…….and it will be regenerated at the end of everything. This is really what I think and what I hope. If teammates do not agree with me or they really do not have any will to maintain the team, what I can say is only regret. Think of the fun we have, the perfect cooperation I have, the deep conversation we have………..oh, my god……..will all of these be gone? Just like the wind, vanish in silence……..I want to catch u, but u are just too far…………what I can do is just waiting………